I don’t need you, i never have, and quite frankly i am pissed off that it has taken me so long to figure it out.
You have never helped me, or been there for me in fact it is you that has caused all the problems, you see before you came into my life i was happy, before you came into my life the only i cried was when i watched E.T, but since you have been in my life my mental health has gone down quicker than a lead balloon.
But it's not just me that you have affected, my family hate you, and with good reason, you are going to hear these things eventually so i am just gonna say it as it is. It is you that has stopped me from going to family parties, and you know what if you are not comfortable with how many people are there, i don’t care anymore….i am not going to let you hold me back.
my friends despise you. But they are all to polite to say anything, all those times they asked me to go out…...where was you, behind me reminding me that i wouldn’t enjoy myself i am safer in the house with you. Well you were wrong, it doesn’t matter where i am, i know i will be safe because i know the same friends that want me to go out have got my back and won’t let anything happen to me…….because that is what friends do.
But the person that hates you the most, is ME……...I hate the way you make me feel, i hate the way you make me act, you even control how i think, you tell me what to do, and for so long i did it.
Well not anymore, it's over!!!!! We are finished, i don’t want you here any more, i have waited so long to say that, and it feels good.
So you can leave anytime you like, and don’t expect to change my mind, i control that now.
Before you go i want you to hear what i have been hearing from you, and how you have made me feel for all these years.
So here it goes
You are Pathetic
You are weak
You are useless
You are unloved
You are not wanted
You are a waste of time
You don’t deserve to be here
But the main one you said to me
It's all your fault.
And you know what, your right, it is YOUR fault
So there, you can go now, i don't want you anymore…….after all who does want depression!!